i dont know what i feel
to shed a tear or to cheer
i feel my heart's mixed emotion
and its hard to breathe
everything's not into place
especially when i feel this terrible pain
suddenly, i thought of you
eveything comes back again
and made me feel glad and special
am i deserve to be lonely?
am i feeling happy?
still i don't know what to answer
squeeze by too many questions
i want to let go away from this world
world full of misery and anguish
wanna feel contented and happy
but how can i be?
please tell me what to do
to take this pain away
im drowning with tears
of this unexplained despair.

In this crazy lonely world
I wonder if its cool to stay
Alone with no one to talk to
Crowded with strangers
And no one who cares.
On the corner of the dark room
There you stay all alone
Talking to yourself
Minding on things that surround you.
Measuring the things that makes you happy
Makes you to fall and crawl with no hope left
Finding the path that will lead to hapiness.
Give me someone to love
Give me someone who cares
For me to ease this feeling I have in my head.
So empty, so lonely
When no one is there.
I found myself locked in the edge of grief
Going with the flow as I dry my eyes with tears
This is not right for everything must be fine
Slowly, I should accept...slowly, slowly...should I accpet?
That happiness is not really meant for me. 

by: kate14

i am week
i want to get free
from all the pain you are causing me
i want to fly, fly towards the sky

my heart is bleeding
i cant stop it might explode
but before it may happen
let me tell you
that i love you will all my heart
but now you neglect me
and this must come to end
i know its not that easy
for i still love you
but if its the proper way
ill just do it to not harm myself.

i know with u im complete
and without you ill be nothing
but being with you
makes me think
if you still love me.

i think you love someone new
and i have to let you go...
i know its sounds crazy
but this words are enough
to finish my life.

its hard to get myself out of you
coz i know my heart still belongs to you
but if you insist to bury my love
ill just come to the final end
and convince myself to let you out of mine.

go on and go to her
i know that she's better than me
just want to thank you for being part of me
and i just want you to know
that you're invited in my burial
maybe tomorrow, or the next day..
just dont bring her with you
coz i know even im 6 feet below the ground
i may stand up and slap her
coz even im far away from you
my love will forever remains in you.

by: kate14

how can i make myself believe,
that im the only one in your dreams?
how can i make myself believe,
that im the only one you're loving?
please tell me what to do
to ease the pain that i feel
im so tired of loving you
when all the time
the one you're loving isn't me..

i saw you with someone.
but you keep on denying
and in my stupidity,
i keep on believing
all the things you said to me
we're still stuck in my head
it keeps on repeating in my mind
don't know if i should believe it..

i know that someday
the truth will come out
and all i gotta do is accept it with all my heart
even if it hurts i still need to do it
then one day you'll just realize
after all its me you are loving
i hope that this will happen
even in my dreams.

by: kate14